Snobbish?

I've been thinking of this word since my roommate brought it up few days ago. I even did some survey. Verbal surveys. Hehe. And majority agreed I look stuck up at first. Do I look snobbish? I don't think so. The word does not fit me, at all.

This is what my roommate said, " Nas takut tengok muka Fara and risau macam mana lah nak tinggal sebilik setahun lebih nih. Muka sombong sangat." (Nasruna 2008)
This is lame! I just can't help myself laughing out loud hearing those from her. Haha. :p

Well, Shaa said the same thing though. I just don't understand why do people give me those first impression. Haih. I bet people have to know me first instead of judging me boldly.

Nevertheless, I need your opinion on this. Do share me some. Hehe.

Do you think I'm a snob?

Thank you :)

My Goal

It's almost there. Yes, the final of course. I'm still here sitting in front of this white gadget thinking of when am I gonna start with my revision. Heh. I've been delaying it for hours already. Worried? Yeah, a bit. But I acted cool as though next week is nothing. Gosh. +p

Today I received the conditional offer from ANU, Sydney & UNSW. The requirements are considered okay. I should have include UNSW in my top 3 list. Haih. Regrets can't change anything though. Whatever it is, I hope I'll meet the JPA's requirement in order to pursue my degree in Australia. InsyaAllah. :)

Here, I would like to apologize for any wrong doings and wish me luck for my finals. Your doa is certainly appreciated and only Allah could repay that. Thank you for the support. :D

THE GOAL : TER 85

Lovelove

Went to Bukit Bintang with cousins & mom. The mission; search for the corroboree dress. Heh. I have to settle all of these things by this week. There's no more time. I need to concentrate on my finals.

Went to BB Plaza. None. Too sexy. Too short. Too bright. Blablabla. I'm fussy. Take note of that people. Heh. Akmal was bored waiting. Haha. Padan muka, siapa suruh ikut. Lol.

I almost give up as nothing that caught my eyes. Plus, I'm hungry. Went to Pavilion to catch some nice food to feel up the empty stomach. Heh. Then, we went on with our mission. Went to few shops and finally found it! Heh. Hm, the price; reasonable. I love it. Fullstop. Teehehe. ;p

* I'm broke. Bah! ;p

Saturday darling.

Happy Birthday Ana, Haziq & Ayu :)

May God Bless U guys.
Wish ya luck in ur future undertakings.

Touched

Yesterday was the last day of college. We won't get to be together in a class anymore. Everyone will be in different venues for the finals. Sheesh sad. God knows what would happen after the finals. It's hard to keep in touch with all 30 of us. I've experienced that. I'll cherish every moment with them, the fabulous J6. Good luck guys! :D Hm. I bet I'll miss the lecturers too, seriously. They are totally fantastic and it is hard to deny that.

During ESL, Mr Goh gave us letters from Ms Cheryl. Awwh, that is totally kind of her. We were touched by her so-called love letter. A precious one, indeed. Heh. Thank you! :')

*I'll miss the NZ's fellows. :)

The Corroboree

Have to hunt for an attire for this event. Hm. I bet I have to settle this by this weekend. Scared there would be problems later. Any suggestion do share it with me. Heh. ;p

DONE!

The Desire

Exam is coming! Exam is coming! Obviously I'm nervous if you ask me what do I feel right now. Hoh. Hm. There's a mixture of feelings in me besides being nervous; as to be ecstatic that this foundation is finally gonna end or to be sad as all of us will be going on our different path after this. Haih. Perhaps I'll update you once I finish with my last paper. Heh.

Uhm, tomorrow is the last day for college. I mean, formally. Next week will be study leave. No more classes but the lecturers would be around for consultation. But today was the last day for Economics. I bet we'll miss Ms Cheryl though she's with us in less than a year. No doubt that she's an awesome lecturer. Although she looks fierce but she's kind at heart. I do scared of her. Heh. If you're reading, Sorry miss and smile always. Teehehe. XD

I need to start dieting! I ate a lot today. And it's only for breakfast FYI. Before class started, Ili bought me some kuih from the stall in front of the college. But still, me with my partner in crime, Ili, went to Baker's Cottage during the break hour. Blame Ili for the influence. I was craving for the sweet dinner roll as it wasn't available for the past few days. Haha. (Lame!)

I don't know what's wrong with me today. I just feel like buying and eating everything. I bought a lot of food. The roll, a doughnut and slices of marble cakes. Andd also, the unusual me was attracted to the Expresso Delight cakes. It looks yummy man! Without any second thought, I bought it. I influenced Ili to buy one as well. Teehehe. Due to excessive consumption of food, I skipped lunch. ;p

The Expresso Delight :)

The Open House.

Whoarghh. Tiredness. What a hectic day! Sheesh. The day that I've waited for since last week has finally arrived. The day where I got to gather and chill around with friends with free food. Lol. But I guess it went unexpectedly. Heh. The open house started at 2. The housemates supposed to arrived before that since Shaa is helping me to bring the cupcakes. But they arrived here quarter to 4 due to some problems. ;p Neway, thanks a lot mate! Hihi.

I'm glad everyone came. The house was packed. As I mentioned in my previous post, there would be three groups of friends coming. As what I've been worrying about, Yes, I did not manage to entertain every single of them. Too busy that I even forgot the camwhore session. LOL. Hopefully you guys enjoyed yourself. Heh. :)

Apart from that, I met my online friend, Azmil aka Bo for the first time after 3years chats in Msn. Hah. Thanks for coming ngok! He came with Baju Melayu. Haha. Well, he looks different outside. More matured I guess and he sounds like people aged 40. LOL. Sorry Bo. ;p

Thanks for coming;
Tunku, Nili, Naim, Zhaf, Eka&Farid, Shaa, Nas, Icha, Ili, Dayang, Sarah, Ji Yan, Irene, Tingting, Joey, Susan, Iqa, Asilah, Adilah, Fakhrul, Afa, Bo and Ariff. :D

The main dish, Curry Mee.


The yummy cupcakes :))


They make ppl melt with the baju kurung esp Muhamad. HAHA ;D


with the J7s

Housemates of A1511 :))

Terima kasih org jauh! LOL

Nili & Atul

I wish to turn back the time and enjoy the moments again. :p

Miss My Friends :)

Can't wait for this Saturday. Heh. All my friends would be gathering at my house. Mom would prepare the Curry Mee as usual. It's her specialty, believe me (Although I have never tasted it. Haha). Hope everything goes well. I really hope everyone can come but they do have their own things right. Hm.

There's one thing that I'm pretty worry about. It keeps running in my mind. Would I be able to entertain all my friends on that day? Cause there're 3 groups of them! Hoho. Positive positive! Hm, I would want to say sorry in advance if I can't really 'layan' u guys that day. Heh. :D

* I so need my study mooooddd! Urgh. I'm now addicted to games. And ofcourse addicted of winning them. Sure nak menang je kan. Lol.

Failure

The internal marks for Accounting, Economics & Specialist Mathematics have been projected today. The marks from the trials had pull my marks down. I failed my Economics due to the insufficient time to complete the paper. Same goes for Specialist Maths. And that caused my internal marks to be low. Accounting is still considered as low but it can still be manage. I don't know. I don't know what to do. Cry? It won't change anything. DOWN DOWN DOWN. :(((

4 things

There are four things that you cannot recover;

The stone after the throw.

The word after it's said.

The occasion after the loss.

The time after it's gone.

Take your time and think about it. :)

Depressed

Today all of the SAM students (guess so) got back the trial results. Don't ask what's mine or even dare to say I surely did well in those papers. Ouch totally not! Disastrous.

If I wasn't mentally disturb on that week I believe I can do better than this. I have my goals. I have tried my very best. The stress and depression have blocked my mind. There's like a battle inside me. Unfortunately I was weak that I lost to it. Urgh. I don't have any energy to cry anymore. I tried to cheer up although I can't.

I'M DOWN :((

Last

It's the last day of the holiday. Gila cepatt. Urgh. I don't wanna go back. I know the hectic plus the stressful life is waiting for me. Haish. When college starts tomorrow, I need to be more serious in studies. More focus. Final is less than a month! The foundation of a year and a half has come towards the end. Sheesh I'm scared now. There's no time to fool around anymore, no time to joke around or even waste any time.

Argh. The trial result would be out this week. And we would know how far have we been through out the year. The 50% of the overall have been calculated. No turning back. Haih. I'm not ready to know my results since I did badly. I know I could do it better if I didn't involve in the accident. But past is past. There's nothing I can do to change back time. I'm grateful for what I am now. Alhamdulillah.

Sooooo today I went to few open houses before the college starts. When the holiday ends, there's no more Raya. Everybody is busy with their work. Hoho. We also went to Tun Mahathir's open house. I didn't have the chance to snap a pic with him but my brother did. Cehh. Thanks to me lah. But I'm glad that I get to meet an awesome leader like him. Heh. (To the opposition, keep your mouth shut. No politics issue here yeah.)


*Counting the days for Vietnam. Hehe. ;p

None

It's the second day of Raya. We did not go anywhere since there's someone coming. Waited for the guests and I end up sleeping the whole evening. Nothing to do and I don't have the mood to do anything. What a Raya. Haih.

I wish I have a kampung. I wish I could feel the excitement of 'balik kampung'. I wish I could play around with cuzzy. I wish we could gather all of our relatives in a kampung house. I wish all that but I know it would never come true. Huhu.

Oh Happy Birthday to Aqilahnur Nayana or known as Nanako. She's 20 today! Haha. Dah tua makcik. Heh. ;)

Happy Eid'ul Fitry

It's Hari Raya! I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to everyone for any of my wrong doings, my words that hurt your feelings either intentionally or unintentionally. I'm just a normal human being who also share the same space on Earth.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

Lotsoflove, Fara Nordin :))

The brother with the nephew, Hayqael.

I just love this picture. Hee.

Byebye :D