First year!

And so today I'm officially done with first year in Monash! Yeepee yay! Glad? Ofcourse, but quite worried with the final result. I think I did not perform that well. The preparation was just not enough. Whatever it is, I've tried my very best! At the moment, I just want to be happy and free! :D

Been counting the days to go back. Oh my god, I so can't wait! I can't believe that I have completed the first year of my studies. How fast time flies. So I reckon two more years wouldn't be that long? Lol. And now, listing out things to do. Catch ya later! :)

Last Day of Semester 2 2009!

Boo!
I said that I'll update my blog after the finals in the previous post. But, at the moment I just feel like writing. I'm bored of studying. They are like lullaby. And marketing is a very good sleeping pill for me. And here I am. Blogging.

I'm now in the library. Yeah, as usual, since for the last three weeks library is my second home. To my buddies, please don't faint. I do go to library everyday but I don't really do much of studying tho. I eat and talk most of the time. Lol.

Many things happened to me for the last few weeks actually. Well I don't wish to write everything here. Some things are kind of personal. I don't want anyone to be hurt or whatsoever. I'll just keep it to myself.

I think I have to get out from my comfort zone, try out new things and meet more people. I need to improve my social skills as I realized that I don't really socialised here. I just realized this when I was having a conversation with a friend where he mentioned few names and I don't know any of them, even though we're in the same uni. Critical. I'm more towards myself and that's not good, I know. Totally not good for someone who would be going to enter the business world.

I wish to write more but the time doesn't let me. Till the next post. Toodle-oo!
By the way, today is the last day of my second semester! Phewh, time flies real fast and now I'm done with first year. :)

Can't wait!

SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES.

I'LL BE BACK AFTER THE FINALS! :)

Selamat Hari Raya!

I guess it isn't too late to wish all Muslims around the world Salam Eid ul-Fitr. One month flew real fast. Ramadhan has left us. I feel like I just started the first day puasa and it's already raya. Hoho. I'm still in the mood of Raya although class started as usual today. No mood, no mood. :/

Omg, and suddenly this reminded me that finals are coming! Real soon. To think about it, I can't describe how I feel. Indescribable. I would turn into a psycho perhaps? My exam dates are killing me, literally. Starts on 30th October and ends on 5th November, and it's for four papers if you're wondering. Go check your calendar and see how close the exam dates are to one another and how much would I suffer. Sigh.

I'm gonna be here for a month doing nothing. Sien. I wanna change my flight but the differences are just way too big. It's better for me to stay and spend that money for something else here. Lol.

I miss my family! Grr. I almost teared while we were on Skype yesterday. Huhu. At least we were together for 1st day of Raya although it's only virtually. It feels different to celebrate this year's Raya without them. Plus, God's willing, InsyaAllah, the merisik thingy for my first brother would be held soon and I'm not there. Sad. I just wanna be there.

p/s; Thanks to everyone who makes me feels like home. It wasn't that bad to celebrate Raya here after all.

Toodle-oo!

090909

And today is the 9 September 2009, 090909! What a nice date. I wish it's my wedding date. LOL! Ohh I'm two months away! Yeepee yay! But I still have to go through the finals. Sien. =.=' Guess what? Heh suddenly it reminded me of what George said to me just now. "Guess what?", with his Russian accent. Lol. Okay back to topic, I've already started counting the days I'm going back to Malaysia! Boohoo. I know it's a long wayyy to go but who cares! Hehe. I miss malaysian food and people. I miss Madam Kwan's chicken chop. I miss mamak stalls. I miss McDonalds. I miss Secret Recipe. Such a long list to go! Most importantly, I miss my family and friends! Can't wait to get back together. :D

Ohh, mom said it again! I'm flattered yaw. Hehe. I said that I couldn't wait to go back and she replied, " Mama pun tak sabar nak tunggu (nickname at home :p) balik!". Aww I miss you and I promise that I'll be the best daughter that you ever wish when I'm back! Actually I was about to cry but I controlled myself from doing that. I don't want my mom to hear or know about it. She'll be worrying too much later. Hehe ego. For this Ramadhan, she sent 3 parcels separately to Evelyn St. I have received two of them and another one is on its way! Thanks mom! Love youuu! ♥

Raya is in two weeks' time. And I'm excited. Not! Homesick is still my best friend at the moment. Hm I think I better go to sleep. I was supposed to be sleeping right now but somebody asked me to wait for him to come online. I was actually waiting for that person and he's still not here. I guess the wait isn't worth it. I'm off to Lala Land! Toodle-oo!

I'm back.

Boohoo, it's been ages since I last updated my blog. Sorry peeps, been busy. I don't know what was I busy with. And now, I'm updating my blog since there are requests. Lol. Too much things happened to me lately, don't know where to start. Hm.

Alright, first and foremost, I would like to wish all Muslims Happy Ramadhan though it's already been 2weeks we're in it. I know it's kinda too late but like I care. Heh. It's my first time celebrating Ramadhan and soon Syawal here in Melbourne. It's kinda sad. I wanna go home. I want duit raya. Lol. Luckily 1 Syawal is on Sunday cause we do not have any holidays for Raya. Our holidays would be a week after raya. Sien. And finals would be near by then. Who would care to celebrate Raya when final is around the corner?

Yeah it's Ramadhan, we must always control our anger and be patient of all the things or problem that comes.I know that. But to certain extend, somehow I failed. Yesterday I got a 'good' news from a friend. She knew it earlier but she doesn't want to distract me with this problem as I was facing the most hectic week in history; the week that almost killed me and makes me go nuts in no time. Thanks for being understanding, friend. I love you, N! :)

The news really shocked me. I was really pissed off and disappointed but at the same time I was sad upon hearing that. How could she? I don't know whether I am being too emotional whatsoever but I really didn't expect that from her. I cried. I'm not ashamed to say this cause she's someone that I put my trust on and I care. She has changed. I can hardly know her anymore. To hear all those stuffs that she's into these days makes me more sad. What the hell happen to her? Doesn't she remember there's God?

It looks like she doesn't care the consequences of her doings to me. She just didn't care. I just hope that when I'm back my name would be cleared. I don't wish to keep an enemy, cause I know to forgive is the highest form of love. Who am I not to forgive? I just hope you would come back to the path that you left before.

I guess that's all cause my mind can't focus on anything right now. See ya!

Any alternatives?

I've never experienced any of this. And I'm not gonna do that again, ever! I reckon it's the most cracking-head day. Gosh. I'm not allowed to choose, that's hard! I have to treat them equally, and I tried. It's them who did not show any cooperation I guess? Blergh.

I'm sorry that I can't entertain both at the same time. I'm just a normal human being. I just don't like to see such faces on them. They don't look good with those faces on. Urgh. I think I just need to stay still in the position of where I am now. The problem is, can I?

Winter Break

First of all, sorry for the lack of updates. Since winter started, I've not been well. I'm still sick now. Blergh. :/

Winter break is something that I've been waiting for since it's considered as a long holiday, 3 weeks. So more time to hibernate. Lol. Well actually I planned to explore Melbourne City. I've been staying in the house for the whole month of June. Exam season plus the sickness. Haih. My last paper was on the 25th, so no going out before that obviously.

On the 30th, I followed the ski trip to Mt Buller. However, it turned out not as what everyone expected. The weather was not so good up there. Foggy, super duper strong wind plus the rain. Not our luck I reckon. Took only few pictures as I'm scared it would damage the lens. Haih. We only played toboggan. Sigh.

The next day we flew to Adelaide. We reached there at night so nothing much to do on the first day other than eat, talk and sleep. Lol. The next day we had barbeque. The early plan was by the Torrens river but it rained heavily. So,we ate at the Union House in Adelaide Uni. Thanks to Ammar, Amzar, Safuan and Shafiq for the help. :) Then, Afa brought us to the Architecture building as somebody wanted to see it badly. Nas also showed us her Law building where she studies. Went to UniSA and took the city loop bus to have a glance of the city.

In Adelaide, we went to Harbour Town, Glenelg, Adelaide Hills, Hahndorf and Rundle Mall. Ohh other ppl except for me went for the sisters gathering and T3 Mall. I wasn't well so I slept the whole day at home. Such a waste! Sheesh.

Thanks to Nas, Teeya, Pika & Aween for the stay and the food. Hehe. Appreciate it much! :D We'll treat you guys when you guys come to Melbourne okay. Thanks to Ammar and the gang for the luggage trip and the pizza. Thanks to Amzar for the gulai. Hoho. Thanks Afa for the choc and less sugar hot tea. Lol. Thanks everyone for making this trip interesting. :)

Supermoist Chocolate Cake

And today I tried on something new. Baking! Haha. Yeah, I know that is so not like me. Lol. I baked supermoist chocolate cake just now. Mom was pretty surprised that I am able to cook various of stuffs now. Fyi, at home, in Malaysia, I'm hardly at the kitchen unless I wanna eat. Cause I reckon I have the best chef in the world that she wouldn't need any help. Hehe. XD

I would like to quote my mom's words to my aunt on this baking thingy,

" Fara kt rumah ni tak buat moist choc cake, dia buat cake laptop and biscuit internet."

Haha? True tho. Lol. I believe I'll still be that way when I'm home. Ohh! Thanks to Sis Waty for the recipe. :) I love it. Anyone wants the recipe, just ask it from me. Lol.

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Beauty doesn't make love,
but love makes beauty,
Break everything but never break the heart
Heart is the music,
Play it,
but never play with it.

Happy Birthday lil boyfriend!

Called mom just now. Just to inform her that I'm alright. My parents have been asking me lots of questions regarding the H1N1 in Melbourne. This perhaps due to the news that a student who returned from Melbourne was found to be infected by the virus. Melbourne is now known as the 'swine flu capital in the world'. Scary right. Pray that I'll be just fine. :)

Ohh mom told be that she's gonna attend Haykal's birthday party this evening. Frustrated and jealous. :( I miss him. Tsk. I wanna see him so bad. Anyways,

Happy Birthday Haykal Hanis.
Love you, lil boyfriend! ♥

Two Down!

I'm done with two papers; Business Statistics and Principle of Accounting & Finance. Yeepee!

It's such a big relieve to end the Business Statistics paper yesterday. No more stats paper pls. I'm really not into it. Not interested. It makes me dizzy. =.='

I reckon today's paper was doable other than the never-ending-list of ratios waited to be analyzed. My bad. I did not study well or precisely study smart. I was emotionless just now cause I know it's my very own fault. It's easy if you study, besides the ratios. Oh I just hate doing all those ratio analysis, pardon me.

This is where last minute study is not good to be practice. Fyi, I have those two papers back to back. Yesterday and today itself. I have never experienced anything like this before, seriously. Lesson to myself, try to change my study style. I was in a really bad condition last night. I'm the type of person who wouldn't sleep if there's anything undone. But I end up sleeping on the table! Blergh.

To make it worse, this morning the house went black out! Ah, sweeeettt right? Damn it. I planned to print out the answer sheet for revision this morning. Gah, screwed! And guess what I did. I used the technology provided. I snap photos for the lecture slides. Yeah, I know it's lame. HAHA. XD Lesson; don't wait until tomorrow when you can do it today. Toodle-oo!

Euphoric, ohh yeah!

Glad that everything's okay. Everything's back to normal. :)

Oh my, I think I've got my motivation back. HEHE.
Thanks for making my day. ♥

Get to know yourself better.

I took this test and it's somehow true I reckon. :P

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Try this; http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Envy

The first semester officially ended today. It feels like only yesterday I attended the first lecture. How fast time flies. Haih. This also shows that the exam is very near to greet ya! Ohh I can't wait for the final to end. I'm looking forward for the trip to Adelaide this coming winter break! Wootwoot! :D

On the other hand, dad insisted me of coming back home. I think he mentioned that more than three times. He said he'll deposit the money later. I feel bad if he pays for the flight ticket tho. Cause the money that I previously spent is more than enough to buy the flight ticket to Malaysia. Haih. How lah?

My exam starts next week! 11th of June till 25th of June. And I have not been studying anything. Cool isn't it? Not! I need my focus so bad. The enthusiasm is there but I still can't focus. =.='

I think I better go to sleep now. I wanna wake up fresh tomorrow. Toodle-oo!

Happy Birthday Makcik! :PTunku Saidatul Saadiah

Dear bestfriend,
Wish you luck in your studies and your future undertakings.
Remember this, there's no such word as friends forever.

We'll be friends till eternity. Miss you! <3 style="text-align: left;">

You are always there for me

Happy Birthday Ma! <33
May Allah bless you and may happiness will always be with you.
Thank you for your unconditional love, Ma.
Thank you for giving me the chance to see the world.
Only Allah could repay all this.
Love you and miss you lotsss! :))
p/s : Thanks for the Ringgits that you spent on me. Hehe. :P

To my loved one who is miles away;

Happy Birthday Aizat Nordin!

May Allah bless you.
Wish you the best of luck in your undertakings.
Miss you and love you lots! <33 style="font-size:85%;">By the way, when can I get a sister-in-law? HEHE. :P

Awarded by Rifqi

1. Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.
2. Nyatakan 5 Fakta menarik tentang si pemberi award ini.

- Rifqi ialah classmate accounting saya di Jasin.
- Rifqi ialah classmate saya di Taylor's juga.
- Rifqi ialah seorang yang sangat annoying
- Rifqi mempunyai pengalaman yang menarik di tingkat D Taylor's
- Rifqi tidak suka subject law. (Kan?)
3. Setiap Blogger mestilah menyatakan 10 Fakta / Hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih.
- Saya suka membeli-belah
- Saya suka ice-skating
- Saya gemar aktiviti luar
- Saya dikatakan mempunyai muka yang sombong
- Saya seorang yang SANGAT last minute
- Saya tidak boleh hidup tanpa laptop saya
- Saya ingin menjadi seorang yang berguna
- Saya masih belum mula belajar untuk final exam minggu hadapan.
- Saya seorang yang cool. (Haha)
- Kawan-kawan ialah hidup saya. Saya sayang mereka amat sangat sekali.
4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka.
- Icha, kawan saya dari Sarawak.
- Nana, anak saudara terbaik!
- Aizat Nordin, saya rindu dia.
- Nasruna, saya rindu dia juga.
- Joey Yapp, dia suka shower dalam washing machine.

Kepada sesiapa yang menginginkan award ini, silalah post di dalam blog anda. :P

Someone Special

So many of the things we feel inside our hearts today,
are there because someone special cared along the way,
thanks for all the things you've done and I hope I can depend,
on having you forever as my very special friend. ♥

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After Bus Stats tute today, I went to Chadstone. I received an email regarding Nike VIP Sale and so I thought I wanna checkout if there's any cool outfit for this coming winter. I planned to stay there only for A WHILE and not to go to other shops. You wish! Haha the visit to Chaddy was a disasterrrr.

Today is the VIP Day. And so there's VIP Mega Sale for all the shops and they'll be closing only at midnight. And as usual I went crazy when I saw the word 'SALE'. Well I supposed nobody would be surprised if I said that. Lol. I'm a shopaholic, remember? Rofl. :P

Instead of searching for winter outfit, I bought other things. Hoho. I bought a pair of boots, a cap, a pants and 2bags which are mine and my brother's. I'm not that generous to buy it for him although his birthday is like in a few days only. Like I care. Lol. Dear abang, you do have my account number right? Please deposit the money ASAP. No delays pls. :P

And now I declare myself as broke. So, nomore visits to any shopping complex or anywhere. Grounded!

Maniac

I have turn into a sensitive human. A very sensitive one, indeed. Gosh, what the hell is wrong with me? I easily get hurt with words and people's behaviour. Fragile. Yeah, I reckon that's the best word that I could find in the dictionary that could describe me now. I don't usually like this. Everything changed. I changed. I can hardly know myself anymore.

You could probably think that perhaps I used to be pampered a lot by people surrounding me. Well you got that wrong. Ah forget it!

Fatigue

It has been two weeks. Still not letting go. This is not me. I want myself back, pls.

What don't kill you only make you stronger

People change. Some for the better and some for the worse. What also changes people is the situations they've been in. So, me being human and everything I've also changed; my personality, my attitude, as well as my whole outlook on life. It's what we called life isn't it? But there's one thing that stays the same. My love to my loved ones; family and friends. Nothing can change that.

Beautifully Imperfect

The little imperfections that make somebody perfect, for you.

Mine

Finally!
I have my own DSLR camera. :)
After deep thought and some friends advices,
I bought the twin lens kit.

I just love Harvey Norman's policy in Australia.
They guarantee you the lowest price.
If there are other retailers which have much lower price,
they are happy to give you that price as well!
I don't think we could get this in Malaysia.
This kit actually cost 4digits but I managed to get it for 3digits.
And I got the accessories for only half the price.
Awesome right? :D

Fin

And everything has ended.
I reckon everything's gonna be just fine.
Being single isn't that bad, right? :)

Hectic hectic

Look what I found when I was on my way to uni;


It looks funny but it's pretty scary to know that it happened in my residential area.
But seriously, this is my first time seeing a letter to a thief. Huhu. :P
I guess that man desperately needs his stuff back. Damn thief. Poor man.

Today is the day where I have to submit my MGC assignment and also having a test for microeconomics. Pretty amazing huh. :S That's the life of a student. Just can't get away with it. Blergh.
But this week really tortures me, A LOT. I feel like banging my head to the wall. Sheesh.
For the MGC assignment, I did it badly. I mean it, real bad. I did not complete the task given. FYI, I gave up doing it and that's the first time ever. I hope it would be the last too. I just can't take it. Yeah, I wouldn't expect high marks for this assignment.

I need a rest now. I injured my feet yesterday and it really hurts. At first I thought it was nothing but then it bleeds non-stop. That scares me. Ok goodbye!

I believe those days are gone.

I know there's something although you said there's nothing. There's always silence and tense lately. Why is it hard to understand?

* The temperature was 3degrees this morning, unexpected. They said this usually recorded during winter. I guess this year's winter would be much much cold. Hm.

This is not a fairy tale.

This is hard. Distance would be a great reason for everything now. Hopefully I could bear with it. Responsibilities? Lack of communication? Lost in touch? I hope not. I guess I just have to keep calm.

Growing up is optional.

Happy Birthday Afa!
May Allah bless you in your undertakings.

Although you are sometimes annoying, somehow you're a good friend.
Special friend, indeed.
Thanks for being the best friend and all the advices.
Best wishes! :)

Oh btw, I miss watching soccer. I have missed lots of Man U's match since I'm here. I read from Fariq's blog that Man United won over Tottenham in last night's game. Good job! Weehoo :D

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday Sis Mum!

You're 21!
Although you're only a year older, but you are like a sister to me.
Love yah!
May Allah bless you :)


Not to forget, my dearest ex housemate; Tingting.

Happy Birthday!
Miss you lots. See you soon in Australia. :)

Assignments

Before the Easter Break, I have submitted two assignments which are for the Business Statistics (Buss Stats) unit and Management unit. I did both the assignments atrociously. I do everything last minute. That's me and I can hardly change myself for that. Even Ili knows about it. The lack of time actually depreciates the quality of the end result. I guess I can do all those stuff much better. My bad for the time management, pardon me.

And this week I got back both of the assignments. I was grateful enough not failing those assignments. Hehe. I got a credit for the Buss Stats and a distinction (D) for the management. Surprising, indeed. I guess I could get a HD if I have had manage my time much much better. LOL. Anyway, thanks to Tim and Bruce for marking the assignment with much patience. :P

Two more assignments need to be submitted, the same two units . The due dates are back to back. I have determine myself to start the assignments earlier so that I could achieve better products. Hehe. Wish me luck! Till then. :)

Life in Monash is never not busy

Holla people. It's been a week since I'm back from Sydney. Surprisingly, I have not updated about the trip in this blog. Hoho. Well, I'm more to FB nowadays rather than blogging. LOL. Ili asked me to update mine but she did not update hers. Wtf kan? HAHA. We don't have to ask Jehan to update hers cause her blog will always be updated. So rajin of her. Huhu.

Let's waste time no more. I went Sydney from 11-15 of April which was during the Easter Break. I do have tons of assignments but I don't care! I need vacation doh. I need to get out of Clayton. Lol. I have planned to meet Ili, Jehan, Sab and Syazana there. Sabrina had plan everything for us. Left Avalon airport on Saturday night and arrived one hour and a half later. Took a cab to Kingsford and finally met my crazy friends. :D

And so during the 4days 4nights stay, I went for OZ jetboating, Opera House, The Rocks, Darling Harbour, Bondi Beach and Eastgarden. We were all having so much fun together. Not to forget, camwhoring! Hehe. Ohh! Ili, Jehan and Syazana planned a surprise for the March girls that was me, Sabrina and Adidah. Thank you guys. Me love you guys much much! :P On the last night of my stay we played Taboo and sharades. Ohh we also guess some songs which was sang by Jehan and Sabrina who acted as Miss Ginger. LOL. XD

Honestly, I do feel sad flying back to Melbourne. The memories will always stay in my mind. :) Love you guys!

Neway, I'm lazy to upload the pictures here. It's all in Facebook. Hehe. :P

Easter Hols in Sydney

Hello Sydney! :)

can't wait to see Sabrina, Syazan, Ili & Jehantu!
Woohoo.

You've Got A Mail

Guess what I got in my mailbox today!

Mail from Malaysia!

Well, I think I'm too old to receive such cute card. Lol.
Ah whatever, I loveeeee it! :D

I miss you guys! :')

p/s: Sorry. I just get too excited when there's any parcel or mail from Malaysia. Lol. :P