I'm back.

Boohoo, it's been ages since I last updated my blog. Sorry peeps, been busy. I don't know what was I busy with. And now, I'm updating my blog since there are requests. Lol. Too much things happened to me lately, don't know where to start. Hm.

Alright, first and foremost, I would like to wish all Muslims Happy Ramadhan though it's already been 2weeks we're in it. I know it's kinda too late but like I care. Heh. It's my first time celebrating Ramadhan and soon Syawal here in Melbourne. It's kinda sad. I wanna go home. I want duit raya. Lol. Luckily 1 Syawal is on Sunday cause we do not have any holidays for Raya. Our holidays would be a week after raya. Sien. And finals would be near by then. Who would care to celebrate Raya when final is around the corner?

Yeah it's Ramadhan, we must always control our anger and be patient of all the things or problem that comes.I know that. But to certain extend, somehow I failed. Yesterday I got a 'good' news from a friend. She knew it earlier but she doesn't want to distract me with this problem as I was facing the most hectic week in history; the week that almost killed me and makes me go nuts in no time. Thanks for being understanding, friend. I love you, N! :)

The news really shocked me. I was really pissed off and disappointed but at the same time I was sad upon hearing that. How could she? I don't know whether I am being too emotional whatsoever but I really didn't expect that from her. I cried. I'm not ashamed to say this cause she's someone that I put my trust on and I care. She has changed. I can hardly know her anymore. To hear all those stuffs that she's into these days makes me more sad. What the hell happen to her? Doesn't she remember there's God?

It looks like she doesn't care the consequences of her doings to me. She just didn't care. I just hope that when I'm back my name would be cleared. I don't wish to keep an enemy, cause I know to forgive is the highest form of love. Who am I not to forgive? I just hope you would come back to the path that you left before.

I guess that's all cause my mind can't focus on anything right now. See ya!