Selamat Hari Raya!

I guess it isn't too late to wish all Muslims around the world Salam Eid ul-Fitr. One month flew real fast. Ramadhan has left us. I feel like I just started the first day puasa and it's already raya. Hoho. I'm still in the mood of Raya although class started as usual today. No mood, no mood. :/

Omg, and suddenly this reminded me that finals are coming! Real soon. To think about it, I can't describe how I feel. Indescribable. I would turn into a psycho perhaps? My exam dates are killing me, literally. Starts on 30th October and ends on 5th November, and it's for four papers if you're wondering. Go check your calendar and see how close the exam dates are to one another and how much would I suffer. Sigh.

I'm gonna be here for a month doing nothing. Sien. I wanna change my flight but the differences are just way too big. It's better for me to stay and spend that money for something else here. Lol.

I miss my family! Grr. I almost teared while we were on Skype yesterday. Huhu. At least we were together for 1st day of Raya although it's only virtually. It feels different to celebrate this year's Raya without them. Plus, God's willing, InsyaAllah, the merisik thingy for my first brother would be held soon and I'm not there. Sad. I just wanna be there.

p/s; Thanks to everyone who makes me feels like home. It wasn't that bad to celebrate Raya here after all.

Toodle-oo!

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And today is the 9 September 2009, 090909! What a nice date. I wish it's my wedding date. LOL! Ohh I'm two months away! Yeepee yay! But I still have to go through the finals. Sien. =.=' Guess what? Heh suddenly it reminded me of what George said to me just now. "Guess what?", with his Russian accent. Lol. Okay back to topic, I've already started counting the days I'm going back to Malaysia! Boohoo. I know it's a long wayyy to go but who cares! Hehe. I miss malaysian food and people. I miss Madam Kwan's chicken chop. I miss mamak stalls. I miss McDonalds. I miss Secret Recipe. Such a long list to go! Most importantly, I miss my family and friends! Can't wait to get back together. :D

Ohh, mom said it again! I'm flattered yaw. Hehe. I said that I couldn't wait to go back and she replied, " Mama pun tak sabar nak tunggu (nickname at home :p) balik!". Aww I miss you and I promise that I'll be the best daughter that you ever wish when I'm back! Actually I was about to cry but I controlled myself from doing that. I don't want my mom to hear or know about it. She'll be worrying too much later. Hehe ego. For this Ramadhan, she sent 3 parcels separately to Evelyn St. I have received two of them and another one is on its way! Thanks mom! Love youuu! ♥

Raya is in two weeks' time. And I'm excited. Not! Homesick is still my best friend at the moment. Hm I think I better go to sleep. I was supposed to be sleeping right now but somebody asked me to wait for him to come online. I was actually waiting for that person and he's still not here. I guess the wait isn't worth it. I'm off to Lala Land! Toodle-oo!

I'm back.

Boohoo, it's been ages since I last updated my blog. Sorry peeps, been busy. I don't know what was I busy with. And now, I'm updating my blog since there are requests. Lol. Too much things happened to me lately, don't know where to start. Hm.

Alright, first and foremost, I would like to wish all Muslims Happy Ramadhan though it's already been 2weeks we're in it. I know it's kinda too late but like I care. Heh. It's my first time celebrating Ramadhan and soon Syawal here in Melbourne. It's kinda sad. I wanna go home. I want duit raya. Lol. Luckily 1 Syawal is on Sunday cause we do not have any holidays for Raya. Our holidays would be a week after raya. Sien. And finals would be near by then. Who would care to celebrate Raya when final is around the corner?

Yeah it's Ramadhan, we must always control our anger and be patient of all the things or problem that comes.I know that. But to certain extend, somehow I failed. Yesterday I got a 'good' news from a friend. She knew it earlier but she doesn't want to distract me with this problem as I was facing the most hectic week in history; the week that almost killed me and makes me go nuts in no time. Thanks for being understanding, friend. I love you, N! :)

The news really shocked me. I was really pissed off and disappointed but at the same time I was sad upon hearing that. How could she? I don't know whether I am being too emotional whatsoever but I really didn't expect that from her. I cried. I'm not ashamed to say this cause she's someone that I put my trust on and I care. She has changed. I can hardly know her anymore. To hear all those stuffs that she's into these days makes me more sad. What the hell happen to her? Doesn't she remember there's God?

It looks like she doesn't care the consequences of her doings to me. She just didn't care. I just hope that when I'm back my name would be cleared. I don't wish to keep an enemy, cause I know to forgive is the highest form of love. Who am I not to forgive? I just hope you would come back to the path that you left before.

I guess that's all cause my mind can't focus on anything right now. See ya!