I am being ridiculous

It's Tuesday. There's like 3-4days to go? And I have not even started packing. Yeah, you can call me crazy. I've been enjoying my life at home by doing nothing. Mom has been nagging at me but still I did not move my lazy ass to start packing. Haha. She even wanted to call my brother's gf to help me packing. Hoho.

I think mom knows why am I acting this way. I bet everyone knows duh. And I think my best buddies could also know without me even telling. They were at my house yesterday; lepak-ing. We had lunch prepared by mom. We spent the time talking and planning on activities but we ended up going to Aeon Bukit Tinggi buying toiletries. HAHA.

Yesterday had actually made me even heavy-hearted to go. I thought by spending time with them could give me some courage but I guess it turned out differently. Hm. Surprisingly, I'm crying right now. I think I can't write anymore. I just hope that our bond would remain tight eventhough I'm far away. Not only to my friends, but to everyone that I know. :'|